i love you so much mum, my heartis broken in a million pieces. im in severe shock mum and cannot belive your not here i just cant take it in. mum im so worried about you please make contact if there is an afterlife. i icry inside , and part of me just wants to be with you mum life has lost meaning and im terrief of what the future hold for me. i cant imagine living without you. please mum if u can please let me know your still exsisting, if there is a god then he would allow u to see me love you mum love love love love and missssss you so very much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx