Oh Mum I miss you so very much. I am lost without you i long to see you touch you see your loving face. I am in shock Mum I cannot believe that your gone. You were my life mum .I remember you saying to me in the kitchen Shar I dont know what you would do without me....and i said when u go i will go too.You looked at me and said No you wont you have too think of the boys ....those words are what is keeping me from joining you mum. lIFE is Empty without you. I am struggling mum to cope with losing you i am so lonely mum so lonely...If there is an afterlife please come see me if u can...i need faith mum im falling down into a dark dispair...love you so much my beautiful mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx