Oh Mum I miss you so very much. I am lost without you i long to see you touch you see your loving face. I am in shock Mum I cannot believe that your gone. You were my life mum .I remember you saying to me in the kitchen Shar I dont know what you would do without me....and i said when u go i will go too.You looked at me and said No you wont you have too think of the boys ....those words are what is keeping me from joining you mum. lIFE is Empty without you. I am struggling mum to cope with losing you i am so lonely mum so lonely...If there is an afterlife please come see me if u can...i need faith mum im falling down into a dark dispair...love you so much my beautiful mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mum I cannot tell you enough how my heart is in a million pieces over losing you...i cannot believe you are gone : ( .I keep thinking i must be having a nightmare and that i will wake up soon and you will be here with us again. I love you so much mum and i miss you so much. All i pray is that we will be together again and laugh and chat . I send u a big cuddle and big kisses to you in heaven . i pray that you are surrounded by love and light and held safe in gods arms . i love you mum i love you o much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i love you so much mum, my heartis broken in a million pieces. im in severe shock mum and cannot belive your not here i just cant take it in. mum im so worried about you please make contact if there is an afterlife. i icry inside , and part of me just wants to be with you mum life has lost meaning and im terrief of what the future hold for me. i cant imagine living without you. please mum if u can please let me know your still exsisting, if there is a god then he would allow u to see me love you mum love love love love and missssss you so very much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx